As many of you know this little blog of mine was done anonymously for over a year, closer to two! Only recently did I come out of the bloggy closet, quietly posting a real picture of myself, slowly letting small details of my real life and my real first name leak on to the cyber pages. Letting my blog morph, grow, from a place where I rant from behind my closed doors to where I rant out in the open!
I bitch about how hard it is to be a good Mama in the suburbs, spill about what I really think about those tight Mama cliques in these parts, over share about flashing the lawn boy and what’s going on as we set the bedroom on fire …..oh um, yes we did, AND NOW SHE KNOWS!!
My Mother knows it all! She has been reading along for two whole weeks and wondering why I have not filled her in on my secret life! Umm where do I start? I talk about my loves, my hates, my hopes, my desires, my passions and yes…my naked times!
I don’t worry about punctuation. I don’t concern myself with what anyone will think. This has been my space, my place to rant to rave, to laugh and cry.
How can I keep blogging now that she KNOWS?
Well, I’ll tell her what she suggested. She could “tell me some of her sexual secrets to make things even.” NOOOOOO
My burning ears. Stop Mama Stop.
Sigh…so now what?
Well, if My Mom knows (and she is creeping up on 70 years old and has managed to stumble across my little “job on the side” via google) I have to wonder, does everyone know?
This my friends is why I am the one who does not lie or keep secrets. I am no damn good at it.
Ha.
Guess now I decide.
a) Tell all my friends and family that I’ve gone all double oh seven and have been leading a secret bloggy life.
b) Forget I know and just keep on blogging?
c) Quit.
Or panic? Nope not gonna. Just going to think on it for a bit. Sigh. What would you do?
PS Hi Mom! Ha
This is funny although I know where you’re coming from. I wonder how you feel this many years later, lol!
Never ever quit! If it makes you feel any better, my mom reads my blog too. And lots of friends and family members. And there is so much that I can’t blog about because of this, but I still blog! Heck, my mom reads my tweets and tells me when I am staying up too late or when I’m tweeting too much. THAT IS ANNOYING AS ALL HECK, let me tell you…
Just keep blogging! Who cares what people think of things that you’ve said on here. It’s what you think and you’ve put it out there!
Funny you say that, i was having a time of it with a girlfriend of mine, so i blogged about it but changed names, places, times. She texted me and was like, i know you are mad at me. I said, no im really not. She said uhmm Twitter. I was mortified. I didnt know she read my blog, or even went on Twitter. Now it just seems like everyone i know reads it secretly. It changes the way i blog, dont you agree??
Forget you know, we’ll never tell anyone.
B. Don’t let them change you.